LIFE

To see the world, 

things dangerous to come to, 

to see behind walls, 

draw closer, 

to find each other, 

and to feel. 

That is the purpose of life.

Baby - Yi Xi

Baby - Yi Xi

Leica

Spotted a M9

Last day in the company

今天是在公司的最后一天，没有庆祝典礼，没有感谢的电话，我就这样地离开了。

Quit or not?

I shot this series of photos recently. Although I not like my friends start earning money from their skills and equipments but I feel that me still not dare yet to step out my first step towards this area. Nowadays, I'm damn lack of practice on my shooting + I'm down with the results. My mind keep popping up the idea of selling my whole set of equipment. Am I crazy to make a such decision?

Birthday Lunch

Doubt

Which one would you choose? Ultra Wide Angle Zoom Lens or Medium Telephoto Prime Lens?

10,000

New record.

From 2010 to 2011...

Finally I have some free time to update my photos and my blog.

Overall, ending of 2010 really not so good for me.

I'm celebrating end of 2010 with my faulty laptop and lying on my bed with dengue fever.

Due to my laptop faulty, I had lost some of my files which I not able to recover back.

Moreover I had to spend Rm400 just to change the whole graphic card's chipset.

Besides, suffering in dengue fever also killing me softly.

High fever, flu, cough, sore throat, diarrhea and bleeding from my gum.

But luckily I already recover from this.

I made a wishlist on end of 2009 which I wish to complete in 2010.

So far I complete 4 of them from the list of 7.

Finally I am able to own a car, Myvi. Bought a 7D and 17-55mm lens and plan a vacation.

But still have 3 of them not yet complete which is buy ND filter, CPL filter and a 10-20mm wide angle lens.

I know most of them is related to camera, I think I too into camera already.

Although I not yet complete 7 of them, but I also get a new phone in 2010 and I love it so much.

So in a fresh year 2011, I hope I can complete all this within this year.

1. Get a wide angle lens, maybe Canon EF-S 10-22mm will be great.

2. Get more vacation and trip

3. Get myself more healthy by do more exercise

4. Take more photos to improve my skills

What else should I add into my list? Think think think...

选择

在繁忙的城市生活里，很少人会停下脚步去思考自己及未来。因为所谓的手停等于口停，上班的日子没有什么机会让你停下来。这几天呆在这里的却没什么事情干，由于有病在身也没有打算去哪里，所以每天都多出了很多时间在发呆。多出的时间让我思考了很多问题及看法。我问了自己一些问题，我问为什么我在这里？为什么我不在我的家人及我的爱人身边？他们需要我；当然的，我也需要他们，但是我却不在他们身边。家里需要人的时候，我不在。爱人需要我的时候，我不在。当我希望能见一些朋友的时候，我也不是那么方便。有些人告诉我，你去做工一个月，回来放假一个月，那已经补回了啊。但是其实你的问题已经有了答案，一年12个月里我失去了6个月的时间去陪伴我的家人及我的爱人。就好像你失去了人生一半的时间或者说你活少一半。往往没想到你失去了那么多。

也有人告诉我，你在那里做工工钱不错嘛,而且比陆地上的工作还高。无可否认，我的工作的却比陆地上的工作高了一些，但是其实也不相上下。例如当我两个月没做工在家的时候每个月拿着低薪千八块，你可以知道我是如何过日子。年底了，你们可以开开心心拿两个月花红再来起一个年薪，而我是什么也没有。算一算，那也不就是在你们年底拿的除去12个月所拿到的吗？何来比你高？我的工作只是容易存钱而已，而且我也有存钱的习惯，就此而已。虽然他们说做我这行都是很好赚的，对，没错，但是看来我的这种工作是例外吧。

我还留在这里，因为我想吸取多点经验，存多点钱。谁人不想陪在自己的家人，爱人及朋友身边呢？我想。只能盼望有更好的工作机会在前方等着我，能做的也只有这些。看到一些朋友因为工作而忙得不可开交，发现其实工作的世界里都是理亏的，我们纯粹以我们的劳力获取了金钱而已。但是往往付出的劳力跟得来的金钱不成正比，所以难免心中厌恶感会作祟。埋怨，投诉及讨厌因此而起，其实我们到底能做什么？我也不晓得。

写了很多，也是时候停了。

My dirty car...

Birthday...

Just celebrated my 26th birthday few days ago. Although that was a busy week since my sister get married one day before my birthday but I still had the opportunity to have a great night with my friends. Thanks to you all~