Frustrated

I think the picture tell its all, right? Ya, I am frustrated as you can see from the picture... Why am I frustrated? Actually nothing important, just I still jobless after one month plus after I graduated.
Now, I have spent almost half day to sit in front of the computer and log in Jobstreet to search for the jobs.... I mean everyday, you know how suffer is it? I don't think you understand my feeling... I have to search it, apply it, fill in all the forms, wait it to be process and so on. It takes a lot of time to wait the company say yes and call you for the interview.
Sometimes I really want to shout on my computer! Give me the god damn job! Fuck you!
But I still need to face a interview before had the job or maybe more than one interview too. That's not sure at all because mostly there will be two interviews...
When we sitting in front of those people, we really have to sell ourselves hard. Hope that they can hire me since I really have nothing; no experience, no flying color's results, no good looking face, actually we are nothing. Some of the interviewer asking damn so tough questions, fuck off man. I really don't know because my god damn university never teaches us! Damn university!
Until no, I not yet have a good job to hang on. Still jobless... I just want a job to survive... Maybe I should go to China since my second interview will going to China if I agree to accept it but I turn down them cause my family don't wish to go so far at least now... Do i regret now? Yes, I think yes. What should I do now? Maybe I should find some books like below: Job hunting for DUMMIES. So am I dumb head? I also don't know...

Glory Beach Resort: My Vacation

I stayed at Glory Beach Resort for my vacation with some dudes last weekends. Overall, that is not a bad place to stay too. We rent a 2 bedroom apartment for one night which cost us RM240. When we check in, they also give us meal voucher worth RM80. We stay at 7th floor which have a personal balcony.
I go with 3 guys without any girls... Freak? But i think it is still ok for me. You can see from the photo below, see how cute are them... hehe~ i think they will kill me after i post this online... haha~
Actually i go with superman and batman as you can see from the photo, haha~ Superman quite like to show off his husky body.
Batman just likes to be cute in his poster when his latest movie: The Dark Knight on the theater soon. Haha~
Moreover we all can see from the picture, our superman quite scare with batman when batman start jumping around to show his super power...
Batman love to jumping around... He really enjoying~
By the way, our dear superman found that there is some pollution at the Port Dickson beach. Although we don't know what is that but it really disgusting~
Another hero is here! His name is Hitler Hung~ In this picture, he seen like so lonely...
But we both enjoy playing "sand castle" around us/ on us. Haha~
Dudes, you all look handsome but dear Hitler Hung, your skin really too fair. It so contrast with your red lips too.
Here is the dinner... As i mention above, we got meal voucher worth Rm80 when we check in. Firstly we so happy cause we no need worry about where to eat our dinner but...
After we go there to the dining area, we felt disappointed with the food. Let me explain about it. For dinner buffet, it is cost RM24 per person; for breakfast, it is cost RM15 per person. So we decide to take the dinner buffet and we pay the extra RM4 per person since we already had the RM80 meal voucher.
Frankly, the food really not really good at all. After we took our plate, we just realize there are only rice, curry chicken, sweet and sour fish, some vegetables and that's it.
Nevertheless, it still have provide some fruits, cakes, mushroom soup and plain boiled water.
What can i say that is the food really disappointing us... But luckily we have backup plan for our stomach which is we already planning to having a steamboat afterward since the hotel need to charge us RM70 per day just want to rent their BBQ tools without any food providing. So we just forget our BBQ and planning steamboat in our room. A genius idea.
Luckily we have the steamboat in the room cause before midnight, there is a thunderstorm approaching the beach from Melacca Strait. And those people still BBQ at downstairs run for their life cause the wind is too strong and it really blow off something from their BBQ site. Thanks god we just not one of them running for keep cover.

In this moment, my camera suddenly having a strike for refuses to work anymore....
Sad moment for me~ But i have to face it too...
The worst is coming soon which is i get sick the day after i back to my house.
So, i am writing this post while my brain is stil blur blur~ i need rest~ oh god~

Made of Honor~

Basically, the story is about Tom (Patrick Dempsey) and Hannah (Michelle Monaghan). For Tom, life is good: his sexy, successful, has great luck with the ladies, and knows he can always rely on Hannah, his delightful best friend and the one constant in his life. It's the perfect setup until Hannah goes overseas to Scotland on a six-week business trip and Tom is stunned to realize how empty his life is without her. He resolves that when she gets back, hell ask Hannah to marry him but is floored when he learns that she has become engaged to a handsome and wealthy Scotsman and plans to move overseas. When Hannah asks Tom to be her maid of honor, he reluctantly agrees to fill the role but only so he can attempt to woo Hannah and stop the wedding before its too late.
In the movie, Tom and Hannah just best friends since 10 years ago. They love each others without notice by themselves until they have to separate for few weeks. Sometimes the best one already exists beside us but we never realize it before something happen. We never seriously look around us because most of the time we only look for others so called the most suitable girl friend/boy friend or even husband/wife.
For me, maybe i am the one of those people i mention early... Sometimes, i really don't know what i should and what i shouldn't. By the way, the movie is great! really a great movie~

Rest in peace~

Rest in peace...
Sorry for not taking good care of you before you pass away.
i not mean it to ignore you. sorry.
Now, you no longer beside me. How to i live without you?
No matter what, i hope i can get rid of your leaving...
Goodbye, my dear camera~

Dude~

Dude~
Sometimes girls are not the only aim in your life, ok?
There are plenty of things need to be archive in your life, not only girls.
Don't make yourself so enjoy while another way you feel lost~
Get back and try to concentrate to those things more important than chicks.
such as...
Don't you think friendship is more important than those things?
Maybe we just think different way~
Don't let me down again~